Silly dreams

I had a dream last night that I couldn’t find my toothbrush anywhere. I searched EVERYWHERE. I even started getting annoyed with Jeff for messing with all the bathroom stuff. It was in my hand. This kind of thing happens in real life all the time, but dreaming too?...

A dose of humility can go a long way.

I had a couple of moments today where I felt either peaceful and totally ok with who I am, or… well… slightly uncomfortable and embarrassed. Actually, these moments have been kind of interwoven, as if to balance each other out so I don’t feel too happy or humiliated. Anyway,...

I got this a few days ago…

It’s from my aunt Lindsay, my dad’s sister.

Sweet Grace and Jeff,
On Tuesdays, every other Tuesday to be exact, I go to the nearby Karmanos Cancer Treatment Center early in the morning. I spend three hours there getting an IV...

I say tomato, you say tomato…

It’s a groundhog, or a woodchuck, or a whistlepig (i’d never heard that one), or a land beaver…. I suppose gophers are different (sorry Marya).

WHATEVER YOU CALL IT- IT IS EATING MY VEGETABLES AND STEALING MY MAYA’S AFFECTION!!!!
I shall illustrate for you:

Things have been different lately

but I guess that’s what happens when your life gets thrown in a bottle and shaken around like salad dressing…

I’m slowly regaining my energy, am less pukey, and I’m generally starting to feel more like myself. I’m 12 weeks this Thursday, which means in two weeks I’ll be starting...

I be tired…

This week was the Ann Arbor Art Fair, so Jeff and I had to get up at 4am so he could get downtown at 5. I suppose I didn’t have to come with him, but I’d rather be at work really early than wade through art fair traffic...

Incredible…

I went to the doctor today, and I saw my little human sprout! It was amazing, and definitely made it more real for me. We saw it’s little heart fluttering in it’s chest, and heard the heartbeat. The most amazing part was how active the little guy was. Baby...

I don’t know about you guys…

but I believe in lots of things that I can’t see. I believe in energy, love, faith, spirit, god, heck… even dragons (jeff told me about them, it’s wild)! Sometimes though, I find it hard to believe in things that I feel that I should see but don’t. It’s...

A little ranting, but very therapeutic!

This week has brought both solidity and uncertainty. I’m 10 weeks today, and I feel confident that everything is going well. However, when coming to things that I thought were solid, I can’t seem to shake doubt and fear about the future. This morning I read about...

I hate not updating…

So I have decided to periodically update throughout the day, just with random thoughts and whatever.

Basically I haven’t been updating because I am super exhausted all of ze time. And it is because. I am growing a human. In my belly. It is contagious. And very hard work. I...