FUCK! I almost had it too. I caved yesterday and bought a pack. I feel icky about it, but at the same time I know that if I don’t really mentally quit, then I won’t. Sucks though. I have new shame associated with it. I feel like hiding whenever...

So the way that I’m thinking about it is: yesterday he was president and so is he today. One day at a time people. The stuff that’s aggravating to me is that people get all extra pissed off on certain days. What about all the others? This is what...

Well, as much as I wanted to tackle the world in one shot, I don’t think I can do it. I had planned to work, school, and volunteer at Ozone, and move in 2.5 weeks. I just don’t have time for all of it. I have to give up...

And I swear I’m more excited than he is. I just am overwhelmed with how grateful I am that he’s born. I just love him so MUCH!!!
Ok, that’s over, phew! Sometimes the mushy disgusting stuff just creeps up on you and you’ve gotta let it spurt. Gross. Anyhow,...

I suppose I’ve been fortunate in the sense that I do not make enemies. Ever really. And anyone who has been my friend in the past is still my friend, even if we are on separate paths and we don’t see each other much. Except lately, I’ve actually lost...

And drink a lovely caffienated, dark, warm beverage with a lovely girl who is going to help me understand the things I can’t on my own.

Affirmation:
[body]

I ENJOY BEING HEALTHY AND DOING WHAT IS GOOD FOR ME.

Use this gift when you feel resistant to doing what you know...

I found the one that I like the best!

gracified is love
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it’s just...

[spirit]
Goddess of the New

I HAVE FAITH IN THE FUTURE I CANNOT SEE.

Use this gift when you are worried or anxious. These feelings are usually caused by out attachment to either a particular outcome or to wanting to know exactly how things are going to turn out. Though oracles...

So last night was like the 6th night away from Jeff ever. A little hard to get to sleep, but I slept. I am officially living back at the rent’s now. It’s really nice so far. I decorated my room(totally necessary if I am to retain mental health) with...

I just tried that thingy that lilpeace did. How the hell?
anyway, I’m not sure how to post it but here goes: