How am I supposed to feel about this?
Posted On December 15, 2004
My Grandma’s in the hospital now in addition to my aunt. My dad says, “It might be best to go and see her this time. Get your siblings together too, maybe.” People die.
I don’t know why shit won’t keep happening.
I’m not upset though, I’m surprisingly lighthearted. The only real emotions that I can pinpoint are happiness and a hint of overwhelmed.
So what’s to do?
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Sometimes all you can feel is this sort or numb content, especially when your mind is a little overwhelmed and scared. I think it’s sort of a blessing because otherwise we’d have all these crazy raw emotions and eventually we’d just explode. it’s your subconcious keeping you in check. but wow! you must let me know any developments. i’ll say a prayer for her! is it your dad’s mom or your mom’s? i’ve only met your mom’s i think. i love you !