How am I supposed to feel about this?

My Grandma’s in the hospital now in addition to my aunt. My dad says, “It might be best to go and see her this time. Get your siblings together too, maybe.” People die.
I don’t know why shit won’t keep happening.
I’m not upset though, I’m surprisingly lighthearted. The...

Crunch time for… EVERYTHING!

Sometimes I just feel like there’s a million and a half things to do before things are okay. Like I’ve unintentionally gone and found myself on a tightrope and the only thing I can think about is getting to safety. I don’t know. Sometimes this feeling can be thrilling,...

A new weakness…

I just discovered something! I just caught myself resenting someone for something they didn’t do. I told this person something very personal a few days ago, and since then I have looked at them like a stranger. How weird!?! Anyways, I think that it’s because I haven’t totally coped...

Sometimes, there are people in the world that have a hard time being able to function with others. This is not necessarily a bad thing, but it usually takes an understanding and patient person to “get them”. I think that’s what I was trying to do. I thought that...

My head, oy vey!

Ahhh! Sometimes I feel like I have to puke. It’s just because my head can’t deal with the stress all on its own so it enlists the help of my stomach.
I’m not sure if one of my best friends is even my friend at all! It recently came...

My life changes like michigan weather…

Hmmmm, where to start? I suppose I should announce my engagement to my best friend! He is literally the light of my life. I am so happy. Details to follow on that one.
It’s funny that this weekend was one of the more stressful weekends in recent memory, however...

Usless?

Well, I suppose I’ve always believed that what is supposed to happen will. It’s hard to see that in all areas of my life when I’m in the midst of the problem. I guess now, with enough experience with this kind of thing I can always give myself one...

I JUST VOTED!

It’s nice to live in a liberal town. Everyone at the polls seemed really excited that the “young people” were getting out there and voting. I got a bunch of support. Especially this election, people were standing outside the polls with lists of voters so that when you came...

There is so much to lose…

Tomorrow is the day to vote. AHHHHHH!!!! I’m sort of at an emotional and mental standstill about the whole thing. I don’t know that there is much else I can process.
At least I know my decision. As if I really had a choice. What a dissapointing position to...

just started:)

Uhhh, so I’ve decided to succumb to the power of livejournal. I dunno what to write. I’m sure that it will flow eventually. People that I’ve talked to about this kind of thing seem to love it. I guess I’m a little concerned about the “live” factor. I am...