I just discovered something! I just caught myself resenting someone for something they didn’t do. I told this person something very personal a few days ago, and since then I have looked at them like a stranger. How weird!?! Anyways, I think that it’s because I haven’t totally coped with the issue that I shared. I think I might feel a little embarrassed. I dunno. It’s not fair of me to resent this person for my shit.
Other than that, my aunt has a tumor the size of a lemon in her abdomen. I don’t really know how I feel about that. I love her. That’s all I can do. And pray.
Work is good. But slow today. I’m having trouble focusing on anything because I’ve been working in Excel all friggin day! ARRRGH.
Well, On a bright note: It’s my mom’s birthday tomorrow and tonight we celebrate! I love her so much, my darling momma! I bought her a Leo Kottke CD and some silver/turquoise hummingbird earrings hand made by the Navajo on the reservations. All of the proceeds go to them. Way cool. I totally outdid myself on this one:)
Okay, y’all have a good day now!