The reason I don’t update more…

Posted On March 28, 2005

… is because I always feel this obligation to those that read to have something “worth reading”. But I thought about it, and I realized that my favorite entries (of other’s) are the ones where I learn about their everyday lives. Where they talk about something small that happened that affected their outlook. I like those because that’s accessible. So I should stop thinking “No, I have nothing interesting to say so I guess I won’t update today”. I should know better. Partially because my best writing comes from just plain writing shit down.
Yep. So you all will be hearing more from me.
On another note: I’ve been having this recurring nightmare about my wedding day. I’m not scared about the usual stuff though. On the contrary, I dream that this one particular bridesmaid decides that she has something else to do and can’t make it. But here’s the catch: she’s got all of the dresses. So I get pissed and cry, and then we all frantically try to put a wedding dress together. It’s all tattered and mismatched. Now that I look back at the dream, the dress actually looked pretty sweet. But no, it’s a really scary dream and I don’t know why I’m having these trust issues with this friend. I love her, and I know she loves me! hence the bridesmaidage.
Anyhoo. That’s all for now. I feel better cuz I’m eating tomato bbq almonds. yummy.